I was so messed-up today…
My remedial test for Economy and my test for Math, were so difficult today…hhh…but I did it pretty good. And I did some cheat for my math test, stealing my friend’s answer…(oh, no!)
Ok, I’ll tell you about the main topic for this post…
123!!!
I was confused by him. This morning, Si Beib, gave me a book. A-kinda poem, written there…
First, I thought that was a poem for his beloved-girl which live in Blitar, but…
No way!!!
123 wrote that poem!! Actually, that’s not a poem, but that was a song lyrics. Love song lyrics. I don’t know what was he supposed to mean with that song lyrics...and either what was Si Beib supposed to mean…gave that song lyrics to me…
????????
Hhh…but I’ve become more confuse with my own-feeling about 123. I want to forget him, but I just can’t get over him…though I’ve tried so hard to…
Did I fall too deep for him that I can forget him?
Well, it’s not that easy, indeed…to forget someone you love with all the memories included…it will hurts you…even when you are in your strongest moment.
I love him, I do…but with all these pain and hurt left, could I stay any longer?
Once again, I will announce it:
I do love him…
But does he love me too? I’m not a beautiful girl that a boy could ask for, I’m just a girl…ordinary girl…
Am I foolish that I can't get over him??
Herzliche Grüβe!
*SLH*
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